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Opening my eyes and seeing nothing, total darkness
Trying to move, but the walls surround me, no space left
Hard to breathe, inhaling my exhalations, airless
I hear laughter between shovelfuls, from above
Now I realize where I am
Stay calm, avoid claustrophobia
Dont remember what happened
Why am I prisoner of this shell?
Pushing with all my might for nothing
Yelling with all my might for nothing
Scratching till it bleeds for nothing
Smashing till it hurts for nothing
Is it my reward for a life of misery?
Am I chastised for living this long?
Cannot pray without faith
Anyway, faith wont save me
Being the cavy, a foolish experience
The scapegoat of human absurdity
The convict of the merciless
The object of a silly jest
Pushing with all my might for nothing
Yelling with all my might for nothing
Scratching till it bleeds for nothing
Smashing till it hurts for nothing
Mourning your burial
Dont wanna pass out from asphyxia
Living your burial
Better precipitate the end
Mourning your burial
By self-mutilation
Dont wanna wait till I pass away
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